Thursday, December 13, 2012

The Long Wait (original rhyme)

Been waiting for you all this while
Just to catch a glimpse of your smile
No matter how far, even a thousand mile
Waiting for that day to see you walk the aisle
To be spending those days & take a picture a pile
While talking all night, can’t seem to wait and dial
You seem to complete, whatever I’ve been lacking
Your dreams and vision, forever I’ll be backing
No matter the obstacle together we be reaching
Thru the good and the bad, but never thru faking
We remind each other, whenever we be slacking
Hope that our love last forever and not for the taking
In deed I waited you, for quite some time
But patiently persevere, each rank I climb
I miss you every hour, is that a crime?
We’ll survive this storm, thru whatever lime
Appreciate your love, & also your time
Hope you enjoy the journey, see you next rhyme…

You were there by Southern Sons

I guess you've heard, I guess you know
In time I'd have told you, but I guess I'm too slow.
It's overly romantic but I know that it's real
I hope you don't mind if I say what I feel.
It's like I'm in somebody else's dream,
This could not be happening to me.

Chorus:But you were there, and you were
everything I'd never seen.
You woke me up from this long and endless sleep.
I was alone.
I opened my eyes and you were there.
Don't be alarmed, no don't be concerned.
I don't want to change things
leave them just as they were.
I mean nothing's really different
It's me who feel strange.
I'm always lost for words when
someone mentions your name.
I know that I'll get over this for sure
I'm not the type who dreams there could be more.
Chorus:But you were there, and you were
everything I'd never seen.
You woke me up from this long and endless sleep.
And I was alone.
I opened my eyes and you were there.
Can I take your smile home with me,
or the magic in your hair?
The rain has stopped, the storm has passed
Look at all the colors now the sun's here at last.
I suppose that you'll be leaving but I want you to know
Part of you stays with me even after you go.
Like an actor playing someone else's scene
This could not be happening to me.
But you were there, and you were
everything I'd never seen.
You woke me up from this long and endless sleep.
I was alone.
I opened my eyes and no, no,I'm not alone, no, I'm not alone.
I opened my eyes and you were there.
 
ps: Z said this song so reminded her of me.
so i was like, woaw... thanks dearest. sorry for taking such a longgg time...
but then again, its worth the wait...

Friday, September 28, 2012

Lights by ELLIE GOULDING

I had a way then losing it all on my own
I had a heart then but the queen has been overthrown
And I'm not sleeping now the dark is too hard to beat
And I'm not keeping now the strength I need to push me

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine It when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone

'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine It when I'm alone

Home

Noises, I play within my head
Touch my own skin and hope that I'm still breathing
And I think back to when my brother and my sister slept
In an unlocked place the only time I feel safe

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine it when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone

'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine it when I'm alone

Home

Yeah, hee

Light, lights, lights, lights
Light, lights, lights, lights
Light, lights, lights, lights
Light, lights

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine it when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone

'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine it when I'm alone

Home, home
Light, lights, lights, lights
Light, lights, lights, lights

Home, home
Light, lights, lights, lights
Light, lights, lights, lights

Home, home
Light, lights, lights, lights
Light, lights, lights, lights

Home, home
Light, lights, lights, lights
Light, lights, lights, lights

Distance tear (Original Rhyme)

was wondering why did you tear, out of a sudden,
as you were so much out there away in a distant,
i hope my existence is not much of a burden,
that what make me freak, shocked and a little redundant,

maybe its my fault, to show how much i care,
as my perception is different, but i dont think its fair,
so decided to back out, create havoc i dont dare,
sorry if i cause u trouble,and a couple of split hair...





Death Wish (Original Rhyme)

you living large, bigger than the moon,
spending what you lack, hoping to recover soon,
till when would you learn, searching for the right tune?
cant you be aware and avoid others to be wound...

you said you felt lost, but what are you searching?
instead you went running, out thru that table door,
kept asking & demanding, all you want is more,
when things didn't go your way, you'll just start a war...

your life is uncertain, as if you own a death wish,
get away with things, like a slick little fish,
hate to be tied down, or govern by a leash,
hoping 1 day you learned, by the experience that been teach...






Sunday, September 2, 2012

Rawr-yaaa...!


it was a hectic raya recently. for once Wes force me to go back hometown tho i have like 8300 things to do. took my AL earlier as most of my staff was on leave the week after raya. fair enough. they have been working hard. so i drove back to Epoh , Silver State on Wednesday night 12 midnight. going back that time around was cooling and also cuz its ramadhan, so traveling night time we could always stop fro break and sahur and such. plus theres a discount on toll if you did during that time of traveling to distribute the traffic.

as most of my cousin and siblings arent around yet, i got tons of things done and dusted. start off with unhooking the curtains (late grandmum always wait for me to come back as she could use my height. miss her), unrolling the carpets, raya lighting decorations (where i almost got electrocuted by cutting a live plugged wire cable, SMART..!). then also with the food preparations. as only my mum and me were around, i was busy handeling the ketupat wrapping. all 112 of them (yes i counted)




in between those time, i still manage to get some workout done actually. went to the famous Taman D.R. and hooked my TRX and twist smart toner and did a circuit HIIT (High Intensity Interval Training) in the afternoon just before iftar. and instead of jogging back to by car, ive slow down a pace and lunge my way back. me leg were screaming lassies.... arghhhh.........!


did went to chill out and did some writing. something inspiring struck my mind. cant simply let it be right? its hard to get good healthy food around so i ended up going out and find me something to eat. imagine the whole of raya no vege dish at all. cant have that... so start taking lot and lot and lot of liquid lassies and yogurt... but i did lay losse here and there.
i seldom come back to my hometown now days as shes no longer here with us. but to visit her grave every raya is a real treat. owh how i miss her very much. to my dearest Grandma (Bibi Salmah), thanks for all the memories and also for you wittiness. still can remember you simple giggle and such. Al Fatihah.

but it was nice to go back this time around, no "cold wars", no quarrel, just raya... tho did went back earlier (2nd day raya) but did my part and was there when it matters most. did manage to Skype with Ashyu (Aunty) in Helsinki. she was there together with Kak Zani (cousin). so they were kinda sad as didnt got the chance to come back and celebrate with us. yeah, we can feel that as well.



Raya in epoh was awsome, good food, great people, screaming cold weather (i was literally on socks and snow cap okkk...!) and tons of childhood memories... tho i was raise up here, but its nice to be back.




that night, Tok Wan bought us dinner. There's this Thai dinner place call Kosamui. (yeah just like the place in Thailand). thats how bigg 3/4 of the family that was with us. and my bro was the one taking the picture. we missing around 8 more trooper.

selamat hari raya peeps... maaf zahir batin if any of my wrong doing or my words in this blog and such did disturb you in one way or another. im just human with feeling, and i dont mind saying it out. take care and go easy with the Lemang and rendang ok....!


Thursday, August 16, 2012

Perjalanan Ku (karya asli)

Masa telah menyedari kita,
Kepada apa yang penting dan apa yang derita,
Mencari jawapan dan khabar berita,
Semoga kita berpijak di bumi nyata,
Menjauhi diri dari neraka didunia,
Kembalilah kita kearah cahaya...

Setelah sekian lama kau berkorban,
Kepada para keluarga, rakan dan taulan,
Tugas yang berat yang penuh dengan beban,
Namun masih tiada erti, lagi dilemparkan tomahan,
Begitulah dunia mu, dipenuhi ligkaran,
Senantiasa diuji, agar dipertingkatkan kesabaran...

Semoga kau ketemui apa yang dicari,
Tiap kali lihatnya terbenam mentari,
Samada kau berteman atau berdirinya sendiri,
Mencari kebahagian yang kekal abadi,
Agar hidupmu lebih bererti,
Daripada kekosongan yang dirasai kini....

Monday, August 13, 2012

Don't look back in anger by Oasis

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find a better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen will slowly fade away

So I start a revolution from my bed
'Coz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace, take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
"But don't look back in anger", I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock 'n' Roll band who'll throw it all away

Gonna start the revolution from my bed
'Coz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside 'coz summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace, take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
"But don't look back in anger", I heard you say

So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
"But don't look back in anger", I heard you say

So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
"But don't look back in anger, don't look back in anger"
I heard you say, at least not today


Monday, August 6, 2012

Hello see you later (original rhyme)

I kept on running, away to the sea,
Trying my best to escape reality,
The sand slow me down, ended up where u be,
A breath of fresh air, to gain my sanity...

As i got to know you, said you be leaving,
To a diffrent beach n wave, a new song for u to sing,
Cant help to be sad, as u enchance more growing,
Its not where we are, its how we continue to link...

Felt peace around you, got nothing to hide,
Constantly giving direction, my own personal tour guide,
Those long conversation, till we sleep late at night,
To have a clear mind, n forget what we fright...


ps: thanks for the company..

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Approaching 3 series...!

14th July - a birth of a new era. marks the celebration of the Great Bastille Day (independence of France - storming of Bastille Fortress Prison). which marks the birth of a new era in democracy. Liberty Equality & Fraternity.

and also it was my
bday.. talk bout a great start of a revolution.

prior to my
bday, we had a club launch at FF1MK. and we celebrated bday all of our together (me, wes, sara,kelvin and farisha. that was before ramadhan start. so right after har core class by eva (butt cheek still hurts for the next 3 days) we had food and cakes. From the moonchild to the proud lioness, happy bday July babies...!

i was truly blessed that i got a chance to velabrate this kinda down played day with all of the people that i care. on the eve of my bday, i went for a night run at Putrajaya. 11.13-12.30. the next day was suppose to be the Shape & Men's Health Magazine night run . no way in hell that im gonna do some running on my bday, so i decided to do it earlier on....still i finish first.. wooohoooo....! even tho the race wasnt started yet. but i was there still... someone accidentally call me up that night and wish me a happy bday. but thanks weirdo...!


that morning, i got all day covered. firstly got my mum buying me breakfast treat. tho it was a simple thing. but then, its the thought that count. thanks mum. and yesh, for the candles and card too. u are awsome...!
at lunch time, i had one of my best friend to get me thru a b'day treat. She bought me this 3 badges for my bday. one said "old skool" , "most wanted" and also "i say 'one direction' everyday ".....hahahahaa that was wickedly crack awsomeness....tho at first i didnt quite understand bout the one direction badge (as its a band) but then after awhile, its start to sink in. thanks ...! she introduce and also gave me a treat at one of the bakery cafe at kota damansara (my weakness). cant remember the name, but the place is just simply spell binding. anyway i reallyhad a great time catching up with her and really appreciate the thought and idea put together. so thank youss so much Zaila..! and nice to see you again.
after that, went to the curve to run some errands. my sleeping aid is finishing. so getting more stocks. as i was walking, there's this 3 piece band playing Lionel Richie - Hello on a guitar, Cajun and also a saxophone. live music... what can i say, it feeds my soul...

that night, i got an appointment with my adek aina. as she and the bf is getting me to spent time at Citta mall. Our all time fav place Wondermilk..... i was like, ok.. knowing her, there must be something going on. i went there kinda early and after a word from our sponsors, i went down to the cafe. and all the sudden i was shocked. there was like each one of the crew there with cakes and balloons and such. i was expecting a surprise, just that the balloons make me like arghhh (heart attack) kaw kaw nyer.. but was great owh.... come on, going to be 3 series and you got balloons.. thats sure gonna make me remember this awsome night... .



trust me they are not much of a big eater. even if theres Aina Banana, Udin Vader, Yasser Mamak, Eka International, Emmy Bosh and also Kevin. ended up, they left me with 1/4 of red velvet cake and said, if you dont finish it, it goes to my face and that time it was 5 min before closing time. i was like crappp... ended up i finish it by 2 min. beat that... (can still taste the icing after 5 hours..) but still never had that much of a fun on my bday.. so stanks youuuu to my crew.......

the very next day, i had a jog for hope event whereby i need to be at taylors hartamas campus by 630 am. freakingly early...! but we needed to do a demo and a warm up session for their run. manage to get sara leading the way. as we know when she has the mic, all hell break loose. after that, i got a breakfast treat by her and also rai at one of the kopitiam. woah, its like never ending treat... hueeeeee..... thanks for that girls...!
the next week, my client Shakira from BLA said, come let me teart the bday boi...! i was like ok...! she brought together 2 of her friend Jah and Michelle (that what she told me) to join with us. i was like ok kewl. more the better. after that huge feast at tony romas, i got the privilage to get this...

was it a choc brownies ice cream or something. but it taste nice.....! with a really full tummy, she also got me a movie tickets together with the others. Platinum standard. never been there but was super duper relaxed. with the recliner chair, i almost dooze off... yikes. mcm tak nk balik dah..... hadoiii...

another client of mine bought me a fountain pen which engrave LYRICIST on it. i was like.. NO WAY....! thats simply super girl. thanks Ari aka Detroit..!
waow, what a great bday month it was. these are among the gifts that i got. but not forgetting the memories and how much effort they put in it. that's priceless...


so thanks all for the wishes, the card, the call, the text, the wall comment, the time, present, cakes and other things involve. this has been really a great time to be thankful towards the people that is close to you. from the bottom of my heart, you people are simply wickedly awsome. thanks again...!

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Broken Wings (original rhyme)

I've jumped off that cliff, quite awhile ago,
gave up my heart, hoping someday it'll grow,
off with the wind, so treacherous it blow,
searching for the light, so deam it'll glow...

now i found peace, while mending my soul,
keep an open heart, without being cold,
all mystery of the night, already been unfold,
to better myself, my aim and goal...

thanks for making me realize my direction,
I've fixed my broken wings,with time and patience,
heading for the stars, and not relinquish my passion,
searching to find home, with my pace in slo motion...

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

reminisce by TTC

Verse 3 (mizz nina)

I reminisce, biting my lower lip,
Back to when i first spoke and when i first wrote my rhyme and
How it felt like to lose the one you love,
Take a step back, let go, experience re-birth,
And re-climb, read the daily signs
Watch how your true colours shine
Looking back at these moments in time
Hip hop is like this
As i, as i, as i reminisce

Like the time i had my first kiss
Or when i fell in love with music
To all my peoples we grew with
From the ep to the first still into it
TTC till infinity how we dooit
Keep the reels of bittersweet memories
Close the chapter one and two and move on to three
I never know love could be like this
I never knew sadness, hurt or bliss
Till i met you so i reminisce.....

A way back track from the teh tarik crew. Verse by nina. Love them much.. One love....

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Lupakan Semalam by Salam Musik

Belok kanan belok kiri
Ke manakah engkau nak pergi
Jangan biarkan nasib menguasai diri
Jangan ribut-ribut nanti kau tersangkut

Cuba kau fikirkan dulu

Kini kau dah terjerat
Terjerat di sangkar maya
Jangan kau percaya pada si murai
Kerna dia akan hanya cipta kekalutan

Cuba kau fikirkan dulu
Fikirkan dulu

Hari ini atau esok
Lupakan semalam
Hari ini atau esok

Lambat laun kau sedar kau putus asa
Tak tahan dengan cahaya matahari
Oh kawan jangan kau gentar
Kau harus berdiri menegakkan diri

Hari ini atau esok
Lupakan semalam
Hari ini atau esok
Lupakan semalam
Hari ini atau esok
Lupakan semalam
Hari ini atau esok





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T2K67F8MLuU

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Sekali Lagi (karya asli)

Hentikan sudah tuduh itu ini,
Jika kalian masih tidak sedari,
Kejadian yang berlaku kita gagal pelajari,
Masih dengan ego hidung melangit tinggi,
Tanpa disedari sekali lagi kita hanyut...

Sudahlah tomahanmu yangtiada kukuh asas,
Jangan kau sangka, tiada siapa berani membidas,
Mungkinkah kita tak cukup pantas,
Mencari yang senang, jalan keluar yang lekas,
Sehingga keadaan jadi panas, sekali lagi kita rungsing....

Mungkin benarjuga apa diperkatakan,
Konspirasi sekitar, rakan dan taulan,
Bukankah kita lebih bijak,dari membiarkan keadaan,
Namun apakah daya, tiada kekuatan badan,
Akhirnya, sekali lagi kita sedih...

Friday, June 15, 2012

forsaken vengeance (original rhyme)

After all said & done, you've made your choice,
Understood it right now, with your unspoken voice,
Trying to avoid myself reading those cynical noise,
I'll just let it be,in search for my poise...

I hope you doing well, wherever you at,
Now you're on your feet, no longer I'll be sad,
Take care of yourself, and try not to get mad,
You'll survive in this world, for this ill bet...

Got nothing against you, towards your own decision,
Never tot being friend, has that type of complication,
Hoping that you manage to avoid hesitation,
Say what ever you need to, as i have all the patience

Sunday, June 10, 2012

6 Underground by Sneaker pimps


Take me down
6 underground
the ground beneath your feet
laid out low
nothing to go
no where or way to meet

i've got a head full of drought
down here
so far off from losing out
round here
overground
watch this space
i'm open to falling from grace

calm me down
bring it round
to way high up your street
i can see
like nothing else
in me you're better than i wanna be

don't think cuz i understand, i care
don't think cuz i'm talking, we're friends
overground
watch this space
i'm open to falling from grace

talk me down
safe and sound
too strung up to sleep
wear me out
scream and shout
swear my time's never cheap

i fake my life like i've lived
too much
i'll take whatever your giving
not enough
overground
watch this space
i'm open
i fake my life like i've lived
too much
i'll take whatever you're giving
not enough
over ground
watch this space
i'm open
to falling from grace



Saturday, June 2, 2012

Rise from the ashes (Original Rhyme)


i'm glad to see, you're up & about,
more focus in life, no longer in doubt,
no matter how deafening, the environment so loud,
now you're up there, among the cloud...

it was always within you, I have always seen,
a couple of mishap, treated you so mean,
recover on your feet, as it always been,
stronger than ever, you came back so lean...

wish you the best, where ever you heading,
there's a couple of book, you ought to be reading,
hope you find, what ever you be searching,
trust in yourself, & better start believing...


Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Pelangi by Izzy Mohamed

oh teman tak pernah ku lupa,
persahabatan kita,
ok kawan ingin ku bertanya
masihkan kau setia,

kerna kau pelangi cahaya di hati
selepas hujan turun...ohh
kerna kau pelangi di hati ini
selama ini...3x
ohh..kau pelangi
oh..selama ini
oh..kau pelangi...kau pelangi..
oh..selama ini....

bertahun berlalu tanpa diri mu
masihkah kau ragu
semuanya berubah kini ketemu
apakah daya ku
kerna kau pelangi cahaya di hati
selepas hujan turun..oh
kerna kau pelangi di hati ini
selama ini...3x

ohh...kau pelangi
ohh..selama ini
ohh...kau pelangi cahaya di hati
selepas hujan turun..ohh
kerna kau pelangi di hati ini
selama ini.....


Sunday, May 27, 2012

Wall & Fences (Original Rhyme)


huge barricade, you built around,
just to avoid suffocate and drown,
gaze at the sun, till it set to the ground,
smile on your face, to chase away that frown...

your cut so deep, cant barely heal,
your heart seem weak, you just let it seal,
yet there is still hope, for you to feel,
to avoid your emptiness, i would love to kill...

slowly lower down your wall and fences,
be careful when you walk with undone laces,
people come and go, with different faces,
which one will you trust to avoid any losses...

i suppose it take awhile to forget the past,
to pick yourself up and wipe off the dust,
no matter how long, its still a must,
to let someone, into your rose garden of trust...




Monday, May 7, 2012

Behind sorrow eyes (original rhyme)


Life seem like a tragic to you,
Tears in the dark, directed to who?
Regardless of what, I've tried to do,
To cheer you up, wishing a smile or two,

But you cover it up, with such a tough act,
More cautious inside, eyes behind your back,
To make better, of everything that your lack,
As long as your dignity, are still intact...

Admire your perseverance, no matter what happen,
Even if time were hard, and made your heart harden,
I don't expect, you to change all of the sudden,
Ill just wait right here, even if time will be lengthen.



Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Mirror by Lil Wayne feat Burno Mars


With everything happening today
You don't know whether you're coming or going
But you think that you're on your way
Life lined up on the mirror don't blow it
Look at me when I'm talking to you
You looking at me but I'm looking through you
I see the blood in your eyes
I see the love in disguise
I see the pain hidden in your pride
I see you're not satisfied
And I don't see nobody else
I see myself I'm looking at the

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin' to each other again?

[Lil Wayne:]
Uh, I see the truth in your lies
I see nobody by your side
But I'm with you when you are all alone
And you correct me when I'm looking wrong
I see the guilt beneath the shame
I see your soul through your window pane
I see the scars that remain
I see you Wayne, I'm looking at the...

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall, here we are again ([Wayne:] Yeah)
Through my rise and fall ([Wayne:] Uh-Huh)
You've been my only friend ([Wayne:] my only friend)
You told me that they can understand the man I am ([Wayne:] they can understand)
So why are we here ([Wayne:] misunderstood) talkin' to each other again?

[Lil Wayne:]
Looking at me now I can see my past
Damn I look just like my fucking dad
Light it up, that's smoke in mirrors
I even look good in the broken mirror
I see my momma smile that's a blessing
I see the change, I see the message
And no message could've been any clearer
So I'm startin' with the man in the...

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall,

[Lil Wayne:]
MJ taught me that.

[Bruno Mars:]
Here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend

[Lil Wayne:]
Take 'em to Mars man

[Bruno Mars:]
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we talkin' to each other again?

[Lil Wayne:]
Uh...

Mirror on the wall, here we are again ([Wayne:] yeah)
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend ([Wayne:] Any questions?)
You told me that they can ([Wayne:] I come to you) understand the man I am ([Wayne:] You always have the answer)
So why are we here talkin' to each other again?

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall.

[Wayne:]
Ay, B.P.
Looks like I did take 'em to Mars this time

[Bruno Mars:]
(So why are we talking to each other again?)

Sebelah Cuma

hujan nakal masih belum
penat menempias balkoni

sendiri aku dibalik
bolong bolong waktu tanpa
telepati dengan kamu.
dipersonakan senyum kamu
tanpa suara
dan teriakkan guitar secukup rasa

kemudian
tetes cinta kamu bertempiaran
lari tak satu pun memercik ke aku

biarkan aku dalam
radiusmu selama lama
walau yang bertepuk cuma
aku sebelah saja



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koleksi puisi-puisi pop untuk sang pemimpi"

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Sembunyi

masa-masa
kau
berduka;
senyum hilang disorok airmata
gelap meraja membunuh cahaya.

aku
ada
ruang;
di daerah pencil jiwa
tempat kau bisa sembunyi senyummu juga cahaya

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Tuesday, April 17, 2012

5 year plan

they usually ask;

what's your 5 years plan?
where do you see yourself in 5 years..

as a matter of fact, i dont know actually....
don't know where to start and where to end...
kinda pointless and aimless i guess..

some say i dont have a goal set,
some say im not far sighted and so on...

Maybe they are right...
Well to me, im a DREAMER....
not ambitious, just crave for the simple thing in life.
been dissapointed oh so many time.
so taking everything with a pinch of salt.
but thats the wonder, out of it...

due to that unforseen future, ive strive my self every single day.
treating like it was like my last day...
nothing holding me back of doing
i dont ever want to feel like, what if, would i or could i?
so i push and push and push thru the limits...

thats why i constantly, having no time to eat, rest and such.
not much of my health even. but its all good...
i'll manage... one way or another....
to me, when i do something, its all out.
never half heartedly...

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Why Me? (Original Rhyme)

Another disaster that fell upon me,
Why cant they just simply let it be?
Crumble and broken, is that what they want to see?
And all I wanted to do, is just be me...

Time and time, Ive been tested,
Even if I was already grounded,
This will and heart, seem already rusted,
I'm trying to avoid, my time to be wasted...

When will it stop, this treacherous route,
I would like to break free, which ever way I could,
To earn a living, and to have some food,
Hoping that one day, everything be good.....



Ps: inspired by lost hope...
take care...

Sunday, April 8, 2012

A Definite Dream (Original Rhyme)


you were always seem, like a dream to me,
too good to be true, from the eyes could see,
admire you by far, across the sea,
yet i have the nerve, to simply be me....

restless tossing, while you're away,
but when you're here, i got nothing to say,
so i'll swallow my pride and let come what may,
a high price , for me to pay...

even if we met each other so rarely,
do you think of me occasionally?
hoping you know, how i feel finally,
as i seldom fall, but towards you definitely....




ps:
hope your getting better...




Somebody i use to know by Gotye

[Gotye:]
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough
And you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

Dearly Departed

hey you,

its been awhile since the last we met. & i would like to keep it that way. but yet got plenty to say, without wanting any of your explanation heard.

want to thank you for having your heart sway like the grass. as I've realized that you don't really care what you had before you. constantly searching for other options and new challenges. carry on with what you do best. my fault for being another victim. but I've live and learn..

minus you in my life was such a relief. as i became me once more. but this time, stronger than ever. back to my indie roots, determine @ work & plenty more time to spent with the people that i cared. especially those adek-adek of mine. they meant the world to me. @ least they stop , listen and give a dammed to what i was sharing. my life aint perfect. so is yours and the whole wide world. but, im embracing mine...

being going places as you can see. happier now. much happier...especially when i put smile towards others. that's how i rate my happiness. unlike you, im not self centered. I've constantly thinking of others before me.

this time around, ive planned thing better. back then, it was always adhoc. something i was good at. but constantly towards your timing. can say goodbye to that. @ peace for once & moving forward.

seriously, life is better. & thank GOD, im moving further into the horizon. hope you find what you looking for, as it was never with me. again thank you for the heart break. tho this time, i came prepared. plus got plenty more to write. see you around... NOTTT...!

-Psychop@th-

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Searching Star (Original Rhyme)

pushing away from all those flashing lights,
as i seek for a star, thru these dark cold nights,
yet i wont stand down, without a fight,
just to climb, reaching an inch of a height,
I'll compose myself and strengthen my might,
stand my ground and fight for whats right...

felt suffocate, this place seem crowded,
let me lead you the way, at least you be guided,
things I've done, are merely to be rewarded,
try better myself, so i wont be blinded,
but in the end, its just 1 sided,
hoping that my future, will soon to be lighted...

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Faded Light (Original Rhyme)


am at a lost, out of a sudden,
couldn't believe, my heart has became harden,
don't mind the challenge, nor even the burden,
all i seek, is a beautiful garden...

as i gaze the night, the star so bright,
searching for that faded light,
patiently waiting, the moment to be right,
will try my best, not to lose sight...

while here waiting, ill try my best,
to fix who i am, from being such a mess,
i'll start soul searching, the much needed rest,
so i wont need to, keep on guess and guess.....



Sunday, February 19, 2012

False hope, maybe by Bo (Amir Iqram)




you seem too beautiful to stand next to me
maybe, it seems to me
the way you smile at me
is too much to see
solid hard outside
but there's still a heart that will melt

love, i will let you breathe
let go of passed memories
and i can't promise not to be like him in the end

someday you'll hate me
for being too friendly
you're a child inside
for thinking i'm your false hope, maybe

rainy day calls for us to stay in
i wish it was snowing here
so you'd seek warmth from me
you know it won't be much
but i'd give you all
but like the devil underneathe
you stand proud and tall

love, i will let you breathe
let go of passed memories
and i can't promise not to be like him in the end
someday you'll hate me
for being too friendly
you're a child inside
for thinking i'm your false hope, maybe

Friday, February 17, 2012

When I am King by Ariff Akhir


another psychedelic sleep,
painful words that cut me so deep,
colour dies as all in vain,
it seem alright to be insane...

make no mind to the sound we make,
people die for my sake,
look at me as time go by,
look at me as i learn to fly...

don't stare at me as I'm a stranger,
you're not to close but i can feel you nearer

to the day I dream,
for the moment that i see myself
when i am king,
with you and me and as our self.

Friday, February 10, 2012

Stars by The XX

I can give it all on the first date
I don't have to exist outside this place
And dear know that I can change

But if stars, shouldn't shine
By the very first time
Then dear it's fine, so fine by me
'Cos we can give it time
So much time
With me

And I can draw the line on the first date
I'll let you cross it
Let you take every line I've got
When the time gets late

But if stars, shouldn't shine
By the very first time
Then dear it's fine, so fine by me
'Cos we can give it time
So much time
With me

If you want me
Let me know
Where do you wanna go
No need for talking
I already know
If you want me
Why go
[x2]

I can give it all on the first date
I don't have to exist outside this place
And dear know that I can change

But if stars, shouldn't shine
By the very first time
Then dear it's fine, so fine by me
'Cos we can give it time
So much time
With me
[x2]

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Sudden Departure (Original Rhyme)

Wasnt expected that you be leaving,
Now i know it dosent have a meaning,
Wouldnt care less of what you be dealing,
Or what is in your mind & also what you be feeling...

Have a safe journey, wherever you be heading,
To have fun all around, as if youre winning,
Wont bother you again, even if its raining,
Ive pick myself up, gone thru speed healing...

Would like to thank you, for letting me go,
It seem so clear now, whos friend or foe,
Happier then ever, no longer feeling low,
My time to shine, out from the glow...

You had your chance, but now is blow,
No matter what the distant, that you just row,
Go get yout own help, to get yourself tow,
Even if you beg, still the answer is no....

Monday, January 30, 2012

Tak Menentu (Karya Asli)

maafkan jika aku begitu,
rasa kehilangan tanpa mu,
walaupun kita seribu batu,
dimana janji setia mu dulu,

tak banyak ku pinta daripada mu,
hanya luangan masa dan juga waktu,
mungkin hati mu kini tak menentu,
membuatkan fikiran mu jadi buntu,

cuba bertahan menanti mu,
mengharapkan kau ketemu cahaya / lampu,
untuk membimbing mu kepada yang satu,
harapan yang samar, sungguh tak menentu,

ku tak pastiapa yang akan berlaku,
samada aku masih disisimu,
ku harapkan yang terbaik dihadapan ku,
moga suatu hari nanti kau kan tahu...






ps: moga kau jumpa apa yang dicari...

Sunday, January 29, 2012

KL Kita by Yuna

Waktu mencemburui aku,
Kota raya menjamah ku,
Dimana perginya mimpi ku,
Mungkin dijemari mu,

Kau menghidupkan semangat ku,
Kau memberikan harapan,
Dan kau rampas semua...

Ku mencari jawapan,
Di setiap persimpangan,
Impian yang ku simpan,
Hanya pada mu....

Ps: officially missing you

Sunday, January 15, 2012

YunaUniverse (album launch @ DBKL)

its been awhile since the first album launch by Yuna aka alis.
that was like july 2010.

as years gone by, and finally a new album. yeay.
with her trip round Europe and also working with some materials at the States, she came back bigger then ever. after 5 days, tickets was fully booked.
i didnt actually realize bout it until got a heads up from art. thanks bro...!
did the booking and such, and this time around there was 9 of us in total. quite big of a crowd. but its for the fun of it. some die hard fans, and some tag along friends.

we reached there around 630. scared that the parking mess up. but they said i was just over excited. what ever mann...! as usual, we got the chance to meet up with aunty and uncle dulu. happen to see them when ever we were around.

been sponsored by alot of groups, so i sup
pose need to compromise. DBKL, ERA and such. good publicity tho.

so here was the Play Set @ DBKL recently:

Someone Out of Town (new)
Fear and Frustration (new)
Gadis Semasa
Penakut
Come as You Are
Coffee(new)
Sparkle(new)
Photo of You(new)
Memo(new)
Happy Birthday
Gelora Jiwa
Terukir di Bintang (new)
KL Kita (new)
Decorate

wasn't much of a sing along like the one we had in Zee Avi ghost bird tour, but then again most of it was really fresh.

we ended up having this after party infront of maju junction mall. the best cheese naan ever.
self proclaim? but then again its true. hands down.















why monthly?

people always ask,

why celebrate monthly?
so rajin?
never seen such thing happen before...

then i'll just say, "Why Not?" ( quote from Matt Damon recent movie)

some of the reason are :

- its like renewing your heart deepest feeling.
we go thru life with challenges and situation.
just to prove a point that all that happens still wont change what i feel bout you.

- wouldn't know whats going to happen to you.
maybe you live a long life, or maybe that's the end of it.
either way i'm treating it like it was my last.
as i'll wont have regret.

- yearly is never enough to show them how you feel.
wish i could do it eveyday.
as everywhere i go i think of her.

a lil bit too much?
well, that's just me

so again, if you asked?
ill say WHY NOT?


Memo by Yuna

I dont mind if you wanna stay
With that smile upon your face
Hang around for a little while
Please dont drive away even for a mile

Different continents
Its not a thing
Coz i know we'll be okay
Endless borders,countless days
Our love will pave the way

I'll be your wall
For you to lean on
When you fall just try to hold on
I'll be back in your arms
Together we'll always be
For what may come
For what may come

I dont mind if you are far away
I'll be waiting for you anway
Under the sky of sunshine o rain
I know 'm gonna be in your arms again

Different continents
Its not a thing
Coz i know we'll be okay
Endless borders,countless days
Our love will pave the way

I'll be your wall
For you to lean on
When you fall just try to hold on
I'll be back in your arms
Together we'll always be
For what may come

Together we'll always be
For what may come
Together we'll always be
For what may come
For what may come.....

ps: the aftermath... thanks

Fill up my heart (Original Rhyme)



requesting your hand, to spent time with me,
missing you tons, just cant you see,
even if its a while, just to set me free,
get lonely inside, place i don't want to be...

i know that we're busy just like a bee,
be nice if we could stop for a cup of tea,
a catch up session would just assure me,
that we on the same page, just so we see...

remind me again, how does it feels,
so i could pick up myself, and start to heal,
and have a taste, in each and every meal,
as i filled up my heart, rather left it nil....










Monday, January 9, 2012

Runaway train by Soul Asylum


Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

CHORUS
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

CHORUS

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Enough Said (Original Rhyme)

so near but out of reach,
many time like Ive been ditch,
until i don't know which is which...

am i doing too much that i need to be preach?
i taste sour of the other side of the peach,
always feel uncertain, like a town under siege...

to be considerate is all that i request,
still waiting right here hoping for the best,
hope that you realized so you don't have to guess...

tell me now how its gonna be?
hope you realized what i want you to see,
as i never asked much, that's simply just me...

Monday, January 2, 2012

True That...

people always say:

you work too hard.
true..

you don't stayed at home much.
true...

you're running away from something?
true....

well the truth fact is i really enjoyed the place that i work. the people that I'm around with. the oppurtinity to help other people out and such. trying to keep this optimistic vibe around me so i could be better.True i've achieved so much back then in 2011 and im truly grateful with it. but then again theres so many room of improvement.

True, i'm a perfectionist when dealing with the things that i could control. but sometimes you just moving too fast that you left everyone behind. or even people just let you be sometimes as you got so much things to do. i don't blame them. but it's good to know that some people do care bout yah.

for that, i thank you....

Aria by Wani Ardy

Benarkan aku
Menjadi
Lagu kegemaran mu
Berputar-putar
Melilit
Di gegendang telingamu
Meresap ke dalam mindamu
Melekat selamanya disitu
Membuat degup
Jantungmu
Lebih laju

Benarkan aku
Menjadi
Lagu kegemaran mu
Bermain-main
Terapung
Di udara kelilingmu
Meresap kedalam mindamu
Mengalun tanpa rasa jemu
Membuat degup
Jantungmu
Lebih laju.....



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