to bulk or not to bulk..?

This is the dilemma. Its either I want to gain weight/muscle or just simply tone up and just lose body fat all together. If I gain, I got to neglect all of my abs and eat like 6 times a day. Very long process actually. Or in the other hand, ill start to cut just to get ripped. Arghhhhh……. Such a stressfull thing to think bout. But if I cut now, I could never bulk. But then again, if I cut now is there enough to cover up my frame. All I see now is bones. Do I want to stay the way I am right now..? penin pening….. What ever it is ill do it the natural way. Regardless of how long it gonna take me to get there.