Need a change in life, could you spare a dime?
Trying to escape, cause all I taste is lime,
At least it gives space, for me to rhyme…
Turning point of my life, way back when,
Vertically crash down, I thought it’s the end,
Vision turn blurry, gushed of blood at my hand,
Should been dead by now, but GOD have better plans…
Those unconscious nights, a long dreadful sleep,
My family and friends, all started to weep,
Don’t want to stay long, it gives me the creep,
Not ready to go, down 7 feet deep…
Ringing tone I heard, is that my cue?
Back into my body, my sleep is due,
Second chance in life, be given to a few,
Grateful for the help, always felt brand new…
Synopsis-
I never done this before, but this rhyme is kinda vague (as if all the rest isn’t). So some explanation is needed. Here goes. When I was small (standard 4) I had an accident at home. Where I fell down vertically from level one upstairs straight down to ground floor at the first fleet of steps. Apparently my shoulder broke my fall. But part of my head still in contact with the stairs. I had blood gushing through my hair hands and face. My bro was worried and kept calling my name so I don’t fell “asleep”. Cant remember much but all I know I was rush to the government hospital by my neighbor’s car. Tak tau betul ke tak. I was almost unconscious. Blood don’t go to my brain that much to remember that time. It just splash out my head ok…!
They cant help much so dad brought me to pantai medical hospital in bangsar. A specialist hospital. Was under Dr Mohandas (for my head) and another Dr for my shoulder. Talking bout specialist. As I arrived there I cant remember a thing as I was in ‘deep sleep’. I was in a coma. They found out theres a blood clot as big as a 20 cent coin in my brain. Woah…. Well that’s what I heard from sources.
After while I was waken by a ringing phone noise in my hospital room. Who might this be so early in the morning (3am). So I stood up and pick up the phone. Then I heard this pleasant worried voice saying hello. I was like mummy…! Fail to realized I just woke up from a 3 nights coma. And the first person I talk to is my mum who was in London that time. Isn’t that ironic. Suddenly my bro and dad woke up a celebrate my come back. They talk to mummy for a while. After removing the blood clot and stuff, I had minor headache for a few months. But I extended my headache voluntarily to get away from doing my studies. Jaahat…!
Well that’s a partial of my life story. Hope you enjoy reading it. I would like to thank Allah the Almighty for giving me another chance even though I haven’t change to be a better person completely. But the transformation is so much, I am trying to get close to GOD. Regardless of my surrounding. We could die anytime when its our turn. For me if its today, I’m ready. As I already be given 2nd chance to prove myself. I’m not saying I’m fully equipped with good deeds, but it not for me to judge. Only god can judge me. Selamat hari raya qurban people… hope you ‘ll have a great time. Stay away from high unstable ground and low flooded lands. Somewhere in the mid would be nice (not referring to mid valley).
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