Why panic ?

I just love reading lyrics, quote and greeting cards. Didn’t have many friends when I was small, so I make myself busy. Apparently that’s all the reading that I could get (by choice) as I was growing up. Those are the reading material that is at my interest of cause. I got this quote somewhere around back in the days.

‘A person is not what they are on their last conversation,
But how they are throughout the time you know them’

Couldn't’t disagree with that. Usually we tend to be abit jumpy and restless. Thought sometimes its nothing to be worried about at all. So take it easy and relax. Don’t need to be uptight and workout with something that is not certain. Until you hear it from them self. I'm talking from experience. As it happen to me a lot of time. I'll be panicking for no particular reason. Well, were are just human. what can you expect?

Flaws and imperfection

Like the self-made saying that I always use

'Perfection makes you and angel, imperfections makes you human.'

and that’s what we are, mere HUMAN.. Either we are lacking in confidence, self esteem, wealth, health, looks, or whatever it is. That’s what makes us special and unique from one another. One’s flaw might be another person's plus point about you. So don’t regret what god made you be. We might not be perfect, but the thing is we are perfectly ignorance to appreciate life what we are. Not knowing out there someone is jealous bout our talent, traits or accompany.

So be grateful of what you have and achieved so far. ive achive Because you don’t know what you got, till it’s gone.





thanks for accepting me for who i am. even tho i dont quite understand why. but thanks again. fav question of the season. why ek..?

pick a book

As I was waiting for my shining star to watch a 2.30 New Moon (twilight trilogy) I manage to go get a chance to a bonding session at borders. With whom..? With books and stationary of cause.My mum always bugs me to go improve your vocabulary by reading. But I just ignore.

But yesterday I got the urge and tendency to go read some books. And of all the books, I go choose 'Wuthering heights' by Emily bonte'. For those who don’t know books like I do, This is and epic book like Romeo and Juliet or pride and prejudice. Just manage To read a chapter. And I was totally amazed. By 1 meeting of the girl, the author Could describe one appearance I that particular scene in only sight can tell. It almost impossible with words, but with KNOWLEDGE I was stunned.


Though I’ve been writing a lot, I always feel that they are NOT GOOD. Then when I read it the novel, I’ve realized that I’m so far away from being acceptable. I appreciate the gift of writing that was acquired by me and blessed by Allah, but this is a total different chapter all together. I evolve Lot from the first hip-hop rhyme I used to write. But still, I got a long way to go,

Vision Of Perfection (Original Rhyme)

The vision of you, is truly mesmerize,
Stuttering at my lips, different from other guys,
Scent of your skin, can’t make me rationalize,
Made me stop and stare, as I drown in those eyes…

The more I know you, the deeper I’m in love,
How much I’ve put in, never felt it’s enough,
No matter how’s my life, or how my day is all ruff,
You the first that I think off, away from other stuff…

Thank you for being with me, though I’m not that perfect,
There’s a lot in my life, I know that I’m lack,
With you in my life, it’s not a total wreck,
At least you give me chill, all behind my neck…



ps:
happy blated birthday sunshine...!
hope you had a great time on your well planned birthday...
missin yah now and foever
even tho if you are near.

vote me not

Why it has all always has to be bout politics..? why cant i live in a world where there’s no back stabbing, no high handed settlement, no jealousy, no snooping around about other people, no negative thoughts bout each other and such? Where has all the cowboys gone? Where politician are noble and pure. Where sports are about people playing sport and not which people want to gain power and influence. Where the people is heard of their problems and not being push around by hot shot politicians. Where governments stop killing each other and make the country best out of what’s left off it.

no wonder I hate politics so much. it only cause you pain and prejudice. what’s the point of voting anyway? Please stop and hear, to all the expert has to say. They make a living doing research about life, not simply ruin others peoples life. So to all politicians who are just MERE HUMAN BEING, do have a heart. Because you never going to know when you going to crawl down.


I'm sick and tired of being critisized
I'm sick and tired of barely gettin by
I'm sick and tired of not livin right
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired

nappy roots - sick and tired

reason to rhyme (Original Rhyme)

After all those words are placed and done,
Felt like a relief even though it’s not fun
But out of nowhere you would come and comment
Trying to understand till it makes perfect sense


ps: thanks to all that have supported me in words and spirit.
appriciate it a lot.

belated bday wish to ina 'kecik'.

Treacherous Mind (Original Rhyme)

At first I had a choice, to take or leave,
As I made up my mind, which one to believe,
Who worth fighting for, who would say please?
But now it’s over, I rather jump a cliff…

As I try to open up, and let love come in,
With all those hope, and with all those hint,
But all I got, a simple smile and grin,
Never could I understand, what do they mean…

So let me walk away, from this treacherous mind,
From things that you said, I could read the sign,
Never again I would be, truly so kind,
If this is what life is, I rather go blind…

ps:
this is also another story that was being told
by one of my close friends.
hopefully all of them would have a calm heart
and easy sailing thruout their life.