Dearly Departed

hey you,

its been awhile since the last we met. & i would like to keep it that way. but yet got plenty to say, without wanting any of your explanation heard.

want to thank you for having your heart sway like the grass. as I've realized that you don't really care what you had before you. constantly searching for other options and new challenges. carry on with what you do best. my fault for being another victim. but I've live and learn..

minus you in my life was such a relief. as i became me once more. but this time, stronger than ever. back to my indie roots, determine @ work & plenty more time to spent with the people that i cared. especially those adek-adek of mine. they meant the world to me. @ least they stop , listen and give a dammed to what i was sharing. my life aint perfect. so is yours and the whole wide world. but, im embracing mine...

being going places as you can see. happier now. much happier...especially when i put smile towards others. that's how i rate my happiness. unlike you, im not self centered. I've constantly thinking of others before me.

this time around, ive planned thing better. back then, it was always adhoc. something i was good at. but constantly towards your timing. can say goodbye to that. @ peace for once & moving forward.

seriously, life is better. & thank GOD, im moving further into the horizon. hope you find what you looking for, as it was never with me. again thank you for the heart break. tho this time, i came prepared. plus got plenty more to write. see you around... NOTTT...!

-Psychop@th-

Searching Star (Original Rhyme)

pushing away from all those flashing lights,
as i seek for a star, thru these dark cold nights,
yet i wont stand down, without a fight,
just to climb, reaching an inch of a height,
I'll compose myself and strengthen my might,
stand my ground and fight for whats right...

felt suffocate, this place seem crowded,
let me lead you the way, at least you be guided,
things I've done, are merely to be rewarded,
try better myself, so i wont be blinded,
but in the end, its just 1 sided,
hoping that my future, will soon to be lighted...

Faded Light (Original Rhyme)

am at a lost, out of a sudden,

couldn't believe, my heart has became harden,

don't mind the challenge, nor even the burden,

all i seek, is a beautiful garden...

as i gaze the night, the star so bright,

searching for that faded light,

patiently waiting, the moment to be right,

will try my best, not to lose sight...

while here waiting, ill try my best,

to fix who i am, from being such a mess,

i'll start soul searching, the much needed rest,

so i wont need to, keep on guess and guess.....

False hope, maybe by Bo (Amir Iqram)

you seem too beautiful to stand next to me

maybe, it seems to me

the way you smile at me

is too much to see

solid hard outside

but there's still a heart that will melt

love, i will let you breathe

let go of passed memories

and i can't promise not to be like him in the end

someday you'll hate me

for being too friendly

you're a child inside

for thinking i'm your false hope, maybe

rainy day calls for us to stay in

i wish it was snowing here

so you'd seek warmth from me

you know it won't be much

but i'd give you all

but like the devil underneathe

you stand proud and tall

love, i will let you breathe

let go of passed memories

and i can't promise not to be like him in the end

someday you'll hate me

for being too friendly

you're a child inside

for thinking i'm your false hope, maybe

When I am King by Ariff Akhir

another psychedelic sleep,
painful words that cut me so deep,
colour dies as all in vain,
it seem alright to be insane...

make no mind to the sound we make,
people die for my sake,
look at me as time go by,
look at me as i learn to fly...

don't stare at me as I'm a stranger,
you're not to close but i can feel you nearer

to the day I dream,
for the moment that i see myself
when i am king,
with you and me and as our self.

Stars by The XX

I can give it all on the first date
I don't have to exist outside this place
And dear know that I can change

But if stars, shouldn't shine
By the very first time
Then dear it's fine, so fine by me
'Cos we can give it time
So much time
With me

And I can draw the line on the first date
I'll let you cross it
Let you take every line I've got
When the time gets late

But if stars, shouldn't shine
By the very first time
Then dear it's fine, so fine by me
'Cos we can give it time
So much time
With me

If you want me
Let me know
Where do you wanna go
No need for talking
I already know
If you want me
Why go
[x2]

I can give it all on the first date
I don't have to exist outside this place
And dear know that I can change

But if stars, shouldn't shine
By the very first time
Then dear it's fine, so fine by me
'Cos we can give it time
So much time
With me
[x2]

Sudden Departure (Original Rhyme)

Wasnt expected that you be leaving,
Now i know it dosent have a meaning,
Wouldnt care less of what you be dealing,
Or what is in your mind & also what you be feeling...

Have a safe journey, wherever you be heading,
To have fun all around, as if youre winning,
Wont bother you again, even if its raining,
Ive pick myself up, gone thru speed healing...

Would like to thank you, for letting me go,
It seem so clear now, whos friend or foe,
Happier then ever, no longer feeling low,
My time to shine, out from the glow...

You had your chance, but now is blow,
No matter what the distant, that you just row,
Go get yout own help, to get yourself tow,
Even if you beg, still the answer is no....