Before I Sleep (Original Rhyme)

after all the wait, anticipating an eclipse,

kept on dissapointed, as i talk in my sleep,

but again and again, i try to think deep,
accompany with hot cocoa, drank it sip by sip...

felt unappreciated, most of the time,

so i kept myself busy, continue this climb,

a time to soul search, & a taste of sour lime,

in a different perspective, calculating every dime...

they said its a lonely place to be number one,

let them enjoy life, full with games and fun,
ill rather stand my ground, then be scared and run,

to prepare for the worst while heading to the sun....

ps:

sorry for the long hiatus..

but here i'm back....

thanks for reading....