To See you Go by Min'z

Holding on

Trying not to cry again
Trying to be strong
Trying to think of a different plan
I need some time
u need some time alone

i wanna try

you wanna try someone else i know

its slow sorrow
to see you go (2x)

starting from where we begun again
tell me if im wrong
tell me if i stand a chance
i will comply believe ur lies alone
i wont deny ill take ur highs and lows u know
you go you go i'll be here flawed

Keepers of the GATE

as you should know, i travel a distant from where i live. to work, to hang out, to town. so wether i like it or not, i have to face tolls. it cause me a bunden but thats how i choose to live. any way people always ask me, y not u take touch and go or smart tag and such. ill simply say, cuz its a long way home. i need some interaction. even if it was with the tol gate team. they are still human. so why should i discriminate them. they are doing a good job anyway.

its funny some time when you meet some people often, you gather small2 info bout them. especially those kewl bros that love to strike a conversation tho theres a lot of ppl behind me, or to the girls that shocked and give creepy remarks like, 'balik sorang jer hari nieh?' (since when i go back with another person? crapp)... well anyway they are not badd people at all if you got to now them. especially when you go back late...

Steak your heart out....!

just came back from my new 'hood'. just to find that they were having the great steak challenge. every each one of the contestant have to chow down as many steak in a certain amount of time. if not mistaken its 45 min. our home boy Ernie (a body builder that trains at FFDU) was one of the contestant. man, them boys really can eat. imagine on the half way mark, ernie manage to eat at least 7 full size steak. that time around he was trying to catch up with the leader (8piece) . if you put me in, i think i could finish 5 at least. but was kinda late to register. hahhahahaaa...... was fun tho, all shape and sizes that came along to feast the meat. then the rain pours. then everyone scramble. thank god it was just for awhile.

Speed Bump

had a discussion with one of my friends recently. its funny when people look up to you for advice and as the 'go to person' all these while. but when ur in trouble or had a speed bump, they never really bother. tho u mention to them. they treat you like ur will always be strong as the words and support that you gave to them. *sigh... well, i'm still human too and i do have my off days.

arggh, owh well. life still goes on.... regardless you been notice or not. just have to celebrate your win while it last, and better your weaknesses. sooner or later ill get over it.... i hope...

I got to move by Calvin Richardson

Baby Baby

Ohhh

[CHORUS]
I've got to move
But I want to stay
Got to find me somebody
Who won't give me love
And then take it away

Listen

I remember the first time
I laid eyes on you girl
I had no idea you could become so important in my world
Like water to a sweet red rose
You were my number one girl you know
Been flowing with you like a summer breeze
Now I wanna be free

[BRIDGE]
(You found your way in my heart)
Say you found your way in my heart
(I thought we'd never part)
Thought we'd never part
(I've had enough of this)
Girl I've had enough of this
Girl you're blowing my mind
I'm about to split
Yeah Yeah

[CHORUS x2]
I've got to move
But I want to stay
Got to find me somebody
Who won't give me love
And then take it away

I've got to move
But I want to stay
Got to find me somebody
Who won't give me love
And then take it away

Everyday I go to work
(Same old routine)
All you do is lay around
(Keep on stressing me)
Saying things
Playing insensitive to how I feel
Girl lets be truthful
And keep it real

[BRIDGE]
(You found your way in my heart)
Say you found your way in my heart
(I thought we'd never part)
Thought we'd never part
(I've had enough of this)
Girl I've had enough of this
Girl you're blowing my mind
I'm about to split
Yeah Yeah

[CHORUS x2]
I've got to move
But I want to stay
Got to find me somebody
Who won't give me love
And then take it away

I've got to move
But I want to stay
Got to find me somebody
Who won't give me love
And then take it away

You are
(You, you are mine)
Mine, my life baby
And I couldn't see
There ain't no need
(For you and me)
For.......
I wanna, I wanna be free
Yeah
Baby
Ohh ohhh
Said I love you, but I gotta go

[CHORUS x4]
I've got to move
But I want to stay
Got to find me somebody
Who won't give me love
And then take it away

I've got to move
But I want to stay
Got to find me somebody
Who won't give me love
And then take it away

I've got to move
But I want to stay
Got to find me somebody
Who won't give me love
And then take it away

I've got to move
But I want to stay
Got to find me somebody
Who won't give me love
And then take it away

I've got to move
Baby I don't wanna leave you
But I gotta go
Gotta go
I don't wanna leave you
No no no no no no no no no no no no

ps:

this is actually my ringtone up to now.

always love this songs for a long time.

might not be as what it is said in the lyric, but with my current situation

I GOT TO MOVE..... !

where? would i be happy there? who knows.....

updates....

mannn its been awhile since the last time i blog...

so heres an updates of what i have in stores:

• my long awaited kick just arrived. and feels like walking on air... loving my under Armour
• new phone finally. sorry for the delay and all the problems with my old phone.
• farewell party for sunny was fun, got to cook camp dishes.
• team crossfit maniac is at large. seriously its been picking up some speed...
• new set of FI are different.
• hang out with the crew occasionally. the exteded team member like emi, aina, dina, esha...... really miss them alot actually..
• had supper at tepian bangi. they had Kit Search perform there like every night. (old english rock song) apprently it his shop of kopitiam. kinda nice and awsome....

well thats bout it. will promise to write a bit more frequent. till next time