Hiatus

dear all,

been really slacking on the blogsite over here. 

tons of thing been going. and even got a bug on here as well.

but fear not, ive manage to bust it out and hopefully back in action.tons to write about and so lil time.

so just hang in there ok....

im back...

-j@a- 

My kind of Love by Emeli Sande

I can't buy your love
Don't even wanna try.
Sometimes the truth won't make you happy,
Still I'm not gonna lie.
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

I know i'm far from perfect,
Nothin' like your entourage.
I can't grant you any wishes,
I won't promise you the stars.
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

Cause when you've given up,
When no matter what you do it's never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
Thats when you feel my kind of love.
And when you're crying out.
When you fall and then can't pick your happy off the ground
When the friends you thought you had haven't stuck around.
That's when you feel my kind of love.

You won't see me at the parties,
I guess I'm just no fun.
I won't be turning up the radio
Singing "Baby You're The One".
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

I know sometimes I get angry
And I say what I don't mean.
I know I keep my heart protected,
Far away from my sleeve.
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

Cause when you've given up
When no matter what you do it's never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
Thats when you feel my kind of love.
And when you're crying out.
When you fall and then can't pick your happy off the ground
When the friends you thought you had haven't stuck around.
That's when you feel my kind of love.

Cause when you've given up.
When no matter what you do it's never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
Thats when you feel my kind of love

Read more: Emeli Sande - My Kind Of Love Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

Soul Rebirth (Original Rhyme)

tonight i died for the fifth time leaving this world,
ive pass the stage, of agony and hurl,
no longer that'll hide, go back and curl,
as i deserve better, more than diamonds and pearl.

i bid them farewell, those who were in my past,
thanks for the memory, the help and also task,
but trust the me on this, everything is a must,
i need to break free, before i start to rust.

been pulled back for far too long, ive stunned my growth,
time to pick myself up and fly like a dove,
will keep on pushing myself, this is my oath,
to the edge of my limit, as im no longer a youth...

Mystery of the Cosmo (Original Rhyme)

as night blanket the world and scattered them with stars,
we search where do we belong, Jupiter or even Mars,
how fast is our journey, by spaceship or driving cars,
and when will you reach there, is it totally up to us?

as the moon is shining bright, lighting up the sky,
puzzled of the cosmo, remains mysterious and question why,
yet we still persevere, until the day we die,
regardless the expectation, even if its sky high.

as the luminosity of the southern star would never fade,
learning to be kind, even the world full with hate,
hoping that its exsistance is not too late,
and shine its self, through what ever state...

Why Must You (Original Rhyme)

Why must you,
Kept holding grudges
Avoiding all the changes
 Judging the past
And end up last

Why must you,
Kept talking with your fist
Yet searching for some peace
Always be a power hunger
Till everybody dissapear

Why must you,
Cant accept people for who they are
The pain, the heart breaks and all that scar
Forcing to live your life
At least they don't ended up with a knife

Why must you,
Instill that kind of feeling,
As if that's the only way surviving
Still don't have any trust
Just to wait all turn to dust


 Ps: learn and relearn what to hold and what to let go

The Broken Ones by Dia Framton

I know they've hurt you bad
Wide, the scars you have
Baby let me straighten out your broken bones
All your faults to me make you more beautiful

I can't help it, I love the broken ones
The ones who need the most patching up
The ones who never been loved
Never been loved, never been loved

And oh maybe I see a part of me in them
The missing piece always trying to fit in
The shattered heart hungry for a home
No, you're not alone, I love the broken ones

You don't have to drive with your headlights off
It's a pocketknife not a gift from God
Don't you learn of love from the love they kept
I will be your anchor slowly step by step

I can't help it, I love the broken ones
The ones who need the most patching up
The ones who never been loved
Never been loved, never been loved

And oh, maybe I see a part of me in them
The missing piece always trying to fit in
The shattered heart hungry for a home
No you're not alone, I love the broken ones
I love the broken ones

Maybe we can rip off the bandage
Maybe you will see it for what it is
Maybe we can burn this building
Holding you in

I can't help it, I love the broken ones
The ones who need the most patching up
The ones who never been loved
Never been loved, never been loved

And oh, maybe I see a part of me in them
The missing piece always trying to fit in
The shattered heart hungry for a home
No you're not alone, I love the broken ones
I love the broken ones, I love the broken ones
I love the broken ones

Sponge (Original Ryhmez)

a spill of water on the table top,
with time they hope itevaporates, no need to mop,
or guide it to the edge, to the floor itll drop,
just simply close one eye, as its somebody elses prob...

cant seem to avoid the nature of my surrounding,
nor to change its course, or to get sliding away,
trying my best to persevere and keep on breathing,
alot has been done, as theresno more hiding...

i could be envious, of what happen before,
or be stress out and dissapointed, of my advice you ignore,
it simply wont go away, infact itll come back for more,
ill do what i do best, just absorb and endure...