Sunday, October 9, 2011

Restu By Dilla

restu anakku, tak perlu merah akal mu,
restu saudaraku berkubu,
terbatu darah berbatu bata,
dalam diam aku hancur,
dalam riak aku luhur,
dalam tenang aku buntu,
ku kejar peangi jingga,
sedang jingga makin merah,
sedang merah semakin hambar.....


this poem is from dilla ain.
a friend of mine.
towards the Gaza war....

Isolated (Original Rhyme)

been here, thru numerous time,
another setback, after a long climb,
as this experience, taste better than lime,
ill just sit under the moonlight, keep writing my rhyme,

wish they realized, how im doing,
how this loneliness, is truly killing,
but all i need is time, to continue healing,
through the same cycle, i surely willing...

@ gravy baby in Shah Alam

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Ring in each Finger?

most of the people see me with rings here and there. some even ask me why. Back then Aina's mum commented me on my pinky ring. she said something bout single and hoping. hahahhaaaa...... never thought of that. its just an expression. seriously no kidding....so i went out to check it out whats all the fingers and ring is about. n why i kept on wearing it anyway. so this is what i got:



Have you ever thought what is the meaning of each finger for rings? Take a look what each finger represents and how the right ring can make a difference.





Sometimes, no matter how hard we try in life, certain things don’t really seem to go our way! This is the time when few opt for astrology as a guide to improve our lives. Palm reading, numerology, tarot cards etc are some of the ways which experts in this field claim to help a person to improve present status. Well, the one thing I have noticed is the advice given by many such experts to wear finger rings. These finger rings when combined with specific birthstones help to create a balanced effect for many issues in one’s life. But, have you ever wondered what is the meaning of each finger for rings? Does having a ring on a particular finger signify something deep? Well, lets take a look at meanings of rings on fingers.



What is the Meaning of each Finger for Rings?

The thumb



symbolizes the will power in a person. This finger is connected with the inner self of a person. In case you have been told to wear a ring on this finger, you would need to be especially attentive to the changes that happen in your life. The ring would then help to boost your willpower.

The index finger



represents authority, leadership and ambition. This finger is considered to represent a certain kind of power. This was particularly seen in the ancient days when powerful Kings wore rings on their index finger. Therefore, wearing a ring on this finger would help you get a boost in this direction.

The middle finger



represents individuality of a person. Located in the middle, it symbolizes a balanced life. Wearing a ring on this finger would help you to add balance to your life.

The ring finger is the fourth finger.



This ring finger of the left hand has a direct connection with the heart. Therefore, the wedding ring is worn on this finger. It also represents emotions (affection) and creativity in a person. Wearing a ring on the right hand would help you to become more optimistic in your life.

The little finger



represents everything about relationships. This finger is all about our associations with the outside world as compared to the thumb; where in the latter is all about the inner self. This little finger represents our attitude towards others. Wearing a ring on this finger would help one to enhance their relationships particularly in terms of marriage and helps to improve business relationships as well. It also helps to change a person’s attitude towards relationships for better. The creativity is associated with emotional as well as material things.



Rings are thus an important entity amongst all jewelry items. Before you plan to wear any kind of ring, it’s better you consult a professional to know about the kind of jewelry to be worn. Be it a diamond ring or an engagement ring, a wedding ring, or a promise ring, one cannot ignore the beauty of these rings as fashionable jewelry. So, it’s not always a person wears a ring only for religious or other such beliefs, but there are many people who choose to opt for it only as a fashion statement! Well, no matter what the reason, finger rings sure do enhance the overall look of the wearer!



By Kashmira Lad





http://www.buzzle.com/articles/what-is-the-meaning-of-each-finger-for-rings.html





owhhh... now i see... kewl tho.. never thought of that at all. but good to know what it is for anyway.


are your wearing any ring?

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Last Straw (Original Rhyme)

Seem I’m invisible, to you I suppose,
no matter how much, I try to be close,
Maybe I’ve burned out, ended up being toast,
as again and again, from the dead I’ve rose,
kept asking god, the only one who knows,
if I’m still alive, or just a living ghost…



Being pushed away, everytime I remember,
reading between the line, always been a believer,
always too hesitate, a letter never deliver,
all I do is wise up, and becoming more wiser,
try stop myself from being a dreamer,
stand my ground, seek sky that never glitter…



The last to be consider, never fail to realize,
for all the lost time, I’ve try to capitalize,
constrain myself and avoiding socialize,
if that could make them all less traumatize,
as my hunger in life, has been minimize,
so I concentrate in my life, to be more organize….

mood switch (Original Rhyme)


As I stand right here, gazing fading stars,
This wind of change, cut deeper to my scar,
no matter how many tears, I manage to jar,
could only wonder, from a distant by far…

How you flick that switch, that change everything,
it become complicated, as it start to sink,
and all the sudden it only made you think,
what has been mention, and the song that I’ve sing,

but as if nothing happen, just a while ago,
What ever I’ll be feeling, deep down below,
kept it shut, no need to show,
Sooner or later, it’ll fade off so slow



Saturday, September 10, 2011

Hurt by Johnny Cash / Nine Inch Nail

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

ps:
kept asking myself when will.......

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Otherside by Red Hot Chili Peppers

How long, how long will I slide
Separate my side; I don't,
I don't believe it's bad
Slittin' my throat
it's all I ever...

I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up; it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I've got to take it on the otherside

Centuries are what it meant to me
A cemetery where I marry the sea
Stranger things could never change my mind
I gotta take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

How long, how long will I slide
Separate my side; I don't,
I don't believe it's bad
Slittin my throat
it's all I ever...

Pour my life into a paper cup
The ashtray's full and I'm spillin' my guts
She wants to know am I still a slut
I've got to take it on the otherside

A scarlet starlet and she's in my bed
A candidate for my soul mate bled
I push the trigger and I pull the thread
I've got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

How long, how long will I slide
Separate my side; I don't,
I don't believe it's bad
Slittin' my throat
it's all I ever...

Turn me on, take me for a hard ride
Burn me out, leave me on the otherside
I yell and tell it that It's not my friend
I tear it down, I tear it down
And then it's born again

How long, how long will I slide
Separate my side; I don't,
I don't believe it's bad
Slittin' my throat
it's all I ever had (how long)
I don't,
I don't believe it's fair
Slittin' my throat
it's all I ever...

ps: yeah, how long?